April 5, 2019 hiswarringhandmaid No comments exist

john 1-1

In the beginning was the Word, and the Word was with God, and the Word WAS God.

JOHN 1:1

There’s nothing else we can trust more than His eternal Word because it IS Him.



April 3, 2019 hiswarringhandmaid No comments exist

church eyes open in Jesus name amen

If we look at the state of this nation (the U.S.), those who can see, see evidence of a lukewarm church all around – a church devoid of His transforming Word that lifts Him up by lifting up the true gospel – the one that in centered on His death and resurrection and the need for the world to be saved from perishing eternally because of sin.

I see powerless, entertainment factories, not churches lifting Him up, discipling and getting people set free, so many in turn can disciple and set free, not churches allowing the Holy Spirit to have His way.

Wickedness has its roots all over this nation because of passive, man-fearing shepherds, leadership, and people of God who are attendance focused instead of Word focused. Apathetic, ear tickling messages abound and model conforming to this world shouting “it’s okay for the flock to follow likewise”.

The church is not a business, it’s a place for the sin sick to be made whole the only way they can – salvation through Jesus Christ. It’s a place to continue the healing process once saved by His grace. It’s a place for discipleship so ALL His children are equipped to ‘go out’ and and DO THE WORDS of Jesus, “And as you go, preach, saying, ‘The kingdom of heaven [a]is at hand.’ Heal the sick, cleanse the lepers, raise the dead, cast out demons. Freely you have received, freely give” (Matthew 10:7-8).

Honestly, many shepherds and churches are like little dictators and dictatorships….

  • TOTALLY controlled by the leadership and utterly quenching His Spirit.
  • Not allowing those who fellowship there (also their brothers and sisters in Christ) to ask questions or question anything they do.
  • Not allowing accountability to the church.
  • Limiting God by THEIR experiences with God and making doctrines out of them (e.g. because they have’t laid hands on the sick and have seen them healed then it must not be for today). That is ego centric, prideful, and demonic.

Many of today’s shepherds need our fervent prayers, but they also need to be called out.

“Moreover if your brother sins against you, go and tell him his fault between you and him alone. If he hears you, you have gained your brother. But if he will not hear, take with you one or two more, that ‘by the mouth of two or three witnesses every word may be established.’ And if he refuses to hear them, tell it to the church. But if he refuses even to hear the church, let him be to you like a heathen and a tax collector.

MATTHEW 18:15-17

Some amazing, God-breathed blog posts I am reading are by Pastor Murillo. This one is excellent here.

The state of the church in the U.S. is a stench in His nostrils, but praise God, He is married to us despite ourselves and is not giving up on us. As is evident by posts like Pastor Murillo’s and all the things He has me and many other intercessors praying for the church.

Thank You, Lord, for always desiring Your best for us. Help us get there. We need You!


“And I, if I am lifted up from the earth, will draw all peoples to Myself.” This He said, signifying by what death He would die” 

JOHN 12:32-33

Lord, by Your Holy Spirit, touch every shepherd, every one of Your children and give them eyes to see and the heart to cry out for the church, Your beloved bride, to become ALL You desire for us. Let Your manifest presence visit every one of Your children now to renew them and set them on fire for You and Your kingdom ways. I say to the blind eyes amongst Your people and all the shepherds who are still blind and allowing the culture to shape him or her instead of Jesus – eyes  open. See as God sees. Do as He’d have us do. In Jesus’ name, amen.

March 27, 2019 hiswarringhandmaid No comments exist

Plain as DAY


Follow the Money…

A BigPHarma company just invested LOTS of money in Rockland and behold this tyrannical declaration to house arrest healthy children for 30 days “coincidentally” pops up.

Reply tweet leads with “RK Pharma just spent $17 million in Rockland”


March 23, 2019 hiswarringhandmaid No comments exist

James 4 7 healing prayer

A new way the Holy Spirit has led me to pray.

I equate every sickness and disease with the enemy. Since the devil is a liar, I also equate sickness and disease with lies when I pray for healing for my son from autism and PANDAS.

Therefore submit to God. Resist the devil and he will flee from you.



  • Therefore I submit to You, God, resist OCD for (child’s name), and it will flee from him/her in the name of Jesus, amen.
  • Therefore I submit to You, God, resist body tics for (child’s name), and it will flee from him/her in the name of Jesus, amen.
  • Therefore I submit to You, God, resist fears and false imaginations and predications for (child’s name), and they will flee from him/her in the name of Jesus, amen.
  • When my son begins to have body tics and can’t control his arms etc., I speak to him and say. That is a LIE in your body and must go NOW in the name of Jesus, amen.

I am seeing the Lord work through these prayers. Hallelujah!

March 8, 2019 hiswarringhandmaid No comments exist

no piggybacking required

Recently the Lord told me more about His calling for my life and spoke this word above to me yesterday morning and has confirmed it twice within twenty-four hours. 

We each have a calling and purpose for our lives, and I know the Lord has called me to write for Him and to minister for Him in some capacity not yet fully revealed to me but in line with how He’s gifted me naturally and spiritually – writing, prayer and intercession, teaching, some spiritual giftings, childlike faith, etc.

The Full Word of Encouragement the Lord gave me.

He said to me, “You don’t have to piggyback on anyone else’s success or make what you think are the “right” connections. You don’t have to put yourself in front of Christian  influencers or depend on the arm of flesh. I will make the way for you for what I’ve called you to do. I will order your steps to the right doors and people and set it all up for you. You just have to continue to listen and obey and stay in childlike faith.”

The Two Confirmations Within Twenty-four Hours

  • I was watching a well known pastor being interviewed last night who was speaking of his very early years in ministry. Way before God raised him up and gave him a worldwide platform, and he said (paraphrase) the Lord told him, “Don’t contact other pastors. Don’t write them letters. I’m going to open doors for you supernaturally.” He then went on to give some examples. One being his wife was speaking on a public phone at a public pool (it was the 90’s) and a pastor of a large church overheard her speaking with him and on the spot invited them to speak at his church. ONLY God! He gets the glory!
  • Then this morning I got on FaceBook and saw this within minutes, I am not a self-made woman. I did not hustle to get where I am nor did I grind my platform into existence. My education or lack thereof was not the shining reason for the measure of success I have enjoyed…It’s not because I envisioned it or had grit or because I am just so super amazing, because I’m not. I honestly have no idea why political campaigns have asked for my input or why I’ve been asked to strategize on pro-life projects of national significance. To my husband, I refer to myself as a houseblob from West Virginia. I don’t know why anybody talks to me. And yet, I now have a writing business and a record label, and I have little notion of how it all happened, except to say that God did it.” You can read her full post here.

Not a coincidence but providence. I pray this speaks to your spirit too.

If this encouraged you, please comment and let me know how I can pray for you and if others see it, I pray they lift you up in prayer too.

God can be trusted to take you to where He’s called you. Be totally open and surrendered to Him. Listen to His still small voice. Seek Him daily. Stay in childlike faith. He loves you more than anyone and will make your dreams come true, and He will do it in the best way because only He can see the hearts and the intentions of the hearts of those around you. You are safest on His path for your life.


Lord, I want You to get ALL the glory in my life. I’m surrendered to You and am excited to see how You work in my life to bring the good plans You have for me to pass. In Jesus’ name, amen.